Thursday, September 26, 2013

Where I Thought I'd Be At (almost) 25 versus Where I Am At (almost) 25

Howdy, yall!
 
I’ve done a lot of thinking as I embark on turning 25. When I was 15, I thought I knew exactly what I would be doing as I turned 25. I had it all figured out. It is interesting to look back and see that many things are so different than how I thought they would be. Things have changed, evolved, and turned into a life I had never really imagined. This is another list of 25 things…so get ready!

1.       The obvious- I really thought I’d be married by now. When you are 15, you think graduating college and marriage happen at the same time. Luckily, that isn’t how it went down for JAS. Boy, am I thankful!

2.       When I was 15, I thought I was going to be an embryologist or attorney. As you know, I am neither. I did graduate with my BS and my MS and have plans to attain a PhD, but I am not on my way to having my hand stuck up a cow’s rear or fighting divorce cases every day. I like people and like helping others, but nursing or med school weren’t in my cards. Working at TAMU allows me to combine agriculture and people- two of my biggest passions.

3.       I thought I’d have at least 1 child by now. I mean, come on, you get married at 21 or 22 and in 3 years you ought to have popped out a couple of kids. Nope- not for JAS. I barely take care of myself. I had a dog for a brief stint…but he now resides at BSJ. No kids for me until I am 30!

4.       I thought I’d be driving a sports car. I know that is really random. Not sure where those kids I thought I was going to have would fit, but I just knew I’d be driving a red sports car.

5.       I also thought I’d be living closer to my parents. Wrong. Love B&J, but Aggieland is where my heart is for now.

6.       I never thought my group of best friends would grow and change…more than once! I have one constant best friend from when I was 15. My inner circle continues to grow and build based on folks I have met at stock shows, in college and after.

7.       I thought I would hate stock shows by now. I never thought I would keep going back to the same nasty barns every year. It is the people that keep drawing me back. Can’t get enough of my stock show family.

8.       I never thought I’d be a runner. A swimmer- yes. A golfer- maybe. A tennis player- possibly. A runner- heck no. That is one of the positive differences!

9.       For those of you who knew me before- I never thought I’d love broccoli. I always thought I’d be a meat and potatoes kind of gal. Well- 60 lbs later- I had to find something besides potatoes to eat!

10.   In addition to broccoli, I never thought I’d like to cook. I also never thought decorations and domestic things would make my heart beat fast! Hmm…how things change.

11.   I thought I would own a home by now. Yes, I was a homeowner once when I lived in Oklahoma. I got over that real quick. There is no handyman to call when you’re a single chick owning your own home and anyone who knows me knows I have problems with the easiest things...even smoke detectors. Apartment life is where it is at until I have my own built in handyman!

12.   I never thought I would consider my parents smart. Geez, was I wrong. Boy, were they right!

13.   I never thought I would appreciate my work friends SO much. My mom didn’t work out of the home when I was younger, so I never heard any fun work stories growing up. Boy, do I have some great stories from 515 to share with my unborn children that I won’t have until I’m 30.

14.   I never thought simple things would make me so dang happy. Hand written notes and cards, a kind word, a good belly laugh, someone remembering my favorite food, or an afternoon looking at cows…those are a few of my favorite things. They’re pretty simple and don’t cost a dime for the most part.

15.   When I was 15, I thought I would surely get over loving my birthday by the time I was 25. That, however, hasn’t changed. I love my birthday and the birthdays of others!

16.   I never thought I’d still be living in a college town. Aren’t you supposed to graduate and move away??

17.   I thought people would live forever. When you’re 15, you don’t think about people you love not being around 10 years later.

18.   I really thought I’d probably be making a lot more money by now. For some reason when you are 15, you think a college degree = a large paycheck. Well, that isn’t the case.

19.  That being said, I never thought I would love my job as much as I do. Even though I’m not an attorney or an embryologist, I love what I do! Encouraging young people to pursue their dreams is more rewarding than any paycheck!

20.   I never thought I’d be such a free spirit- going where the wind blew. As a teenager, a change in plans made me cringe. I had a teacher tell me one time that if I didn’t learn to chill out I would have a stomach ulcer by the time I was 20.

21.   I also never thought I’d have the diverse group of friends I have. I have friends of all kinds and without my interaction with them; I would not be half the person I am. They help keep my eyes open and keep me accountable.

22.   At 15, I thought life was a lot about winning and not about the experience. Although I am highly competitive, I am learning that winning doesn’t always mean a purple ribbon. Sometimes winning means you learned something. Mama always asks me “Well, did ya learn anything?” when I have a life changing experience.

23.   Speaking of mama, at 15 I never thought I would sound so much like her or act like her. Sometimes I open my mouth and I swear she comes out!

24.   At 15, I never thought people I met at a livestock show would end up being my mentors or personal “board of directors.” I sure am thankful for those black cows and show rings.

25.   Finally, at 15, I never would imagine life like it is today. The journey has been fun and from what I can tell, it is just getting started.

I am excited about turning 25 in a little over a week. I love birthdays and although this one is going to be different than I originally planned and I am not doing exactly what I thought I’d be doing at 25, I sure am lucky to be living this little thing called life!

 

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